At Will

my hollow soul
beckoned to feel her warmth
but thy will is strong
such will deserves more
than what it is, and why
the urge,
to go further
deeper
to the core,
of our desire.
persuade me not to go
though intolerable, are the implications.
false words, and a timeless gift,
all joining
I must go.
I yearn to see, to hear, to feel,
all that is to be.
I mustn't doubt my expectations.
I should plunge carelessly in
free of regret
ignorant of sin,
to the core -
but thy will is still very strong
and such a will deserves even more,
than whatever could be,
and why.


Art by Fenrir